Can I Touch The Rainbow?

Ponteng???

2010-02-08T00:32:00.003+08:00

Salam, readers.

It has been four months since I posted something on this blog. Well, to tell you the truth...takda mud nak update this blog. I had no idea on what topic I should post. I felt really intimidated by other bloggers' interesting posts, and I could not post any interesting topic just like them. * -_-*

What happened now? I decided to post new topics on this blog again, this time I will be focusing on some things that I like or dislike or wanted. I look forward to reading comments from my old friends and hopefully, new readers ^^'

Okay, let's go back to our topic for the day...T.R.U.A.N.CY or ponteng.

Pernahkah anda ponteng sewaktu sekolah dulu? Tak kira la sekolah rendah atau menengah?

Masa kat universiti atau tempat kerja?

Hari ini, sebenarnya, saya , dengan tidak ada rasa malunya, ingin PONTENG kelas Sains.

Ya, itu dia, confession yang sangat berani dari saya setakat ini ( I'll die if my prof read this !)

Well, the reason nak ponteng sebenarnya, adalah untuk...zzzzzzzzzz.

Seriously. Siap ajak cik Mayamiami lagi.

I even asked her to "pujuk" me so that I would not have the heart to go to my/our class tomorrow.

Pesan si Mayah : " Kalau nak pegi kelas, bagitau awal2, aku malas nak bangun awal "

...Baiklah. Tapi, setakat ini, from the first day of the semester until now, I have never skip this class.

I am in a dillemma now. To ponteng or not ponteng. I felt scared. And hesitated at the same time. I tried to ponteng so many times, but I ended up putting my clothes and makeup on...and dash to the class like Speedy Gonzales. ( * ariibaa ariibaa outta my way :D )

So, should I go to the class tomorrow? Or should I skip?

The clock is ticking. I should continue reading Anatolia story. And go to sleep.

And hopefully I have the b...confidence to ponteng tomorrow.

See you in the next post.

Nyen Nyen.

2009-10-04T20:52:00.003+08:00

We will always remember you, baby.

2007-2009

Isu Tarian Pendet dan Seorang Peminat Final Fantasy yang sangat marah dengannya.

2009-10-04T00:48:00.004+08:00

Salam, bloggers.

Ingat tak semasa bulan puasa, timbul isu mengenai Indonesia tuduh kita menggunakan Tarian Pendet kepunyaan negaranya untuk mempromosikan Malaysia dalam Discovery Channel?

Saya terkena tempias daripada tuduhan tersebut. Kebetulan saya sebut nama Malaysia dalam salah satu laman web yang ada. Dan adalah seorang hamba Allah dari Indonesia memberi komen yang agak emosi kepada saya.

Pada satu tengahari yang memboringkan, saya melayari Youtube untuk mencari konsert " live " OST dari Final Fantasy ( videogame kegemaran dari sekolah ). Kebetulan, saya terserempak dengan video bertajuk " Beginning of Fantasy ".

Apa lagi, saya klik video itu.

Video itu adalah konsert orkestra yang memainkan beberapa buah lagu daripada videogame tersebut secara live. Konsert itu di adakan di Indonesia. Jadi saya menonton lagu kegemaran saya dari koleksi video-video yang berkaitan dengan konsert itu.

Selepas habis menonton, saya memberi komen , " I wished they come to Malaysia ".

Kenapa saya berkata begitu? Kerana saya betul-betul berharap agar Nobuo Uematsu datang membuat konsert FF di Malaysia. Konsert orkestranya sangat best. ( Pada pendapat saya )

Tiba-tiba, adalah hamba Allah yang membalas komen saya.

" of course they won`t!!!!
this are indonesian orchestra!!!!!
Addie MS the leader of twillite orchestra is an Indonesian!!!!!!!
if you want it in that stupid country of yours!!!!
make your own!!!!
and don`t you dare tell the world that this concert are from your stupid, crazy, disgusting country!!!!
You malaysian are savages!!!!! "

Alamak, ada orang tengah marah. Takutnye.

Saya agak terkejut dengan komen yang diberi.

Seingat saya, komen yang saya beri adalah berbentuk harapan, bukan cercaan kepada konsert atau pembalas komen tersebut.

Saya berpendapat hamba Allah ini mesti terpengaruh dengan berita-berita negatif yang berkaitan dengan isu Tarian Pendet sebelum ini.

Tak mengapalah, saya tak kisah.

Saya tak perlu " deal " dengan sesetengah orang yang sempit pemikirannya dan tidak tahu mengenai keadaan sebenar yang berlaku dalam isu tersebut.

Sebaliknya, saya balas semula dengan ayat ini ,

" I really love Tour De Japon concert. They are my faves. too"

Kebetulan saya tonton pula video Tour de Japon: At Zanarkand yang sungguh mendayu-dayu.
Dan dia juga memberi komen yang baik. Tapi untuk video, bukannya untuk saya.

Saya tertanya-tanya?

Jahat sangatkah kita kepada mereka? Mungkin ada sesetengah orang Malaysia yang melayan mereka atau melakukan perkara yang teruk kepada orang-orang di seberang ini.

Tapi,

Tak semua orang kita " jahat " seperti yang mereka sangka.

Kalau nak di ikutkan siapa yang buat jahat kepada siapa, sebenarnya tak ada beza.
Kita semua manusia. Sama sahaja jahatnya.

:)

Klik di sini untuk menonton video " Beginning of Fantasy: Liberi Fatali (FF8)"

Klik di sini untuk menonton video " Tour De Japon : At Zanarkand "

Malaysian National News Agency ~ BERNAMA

2009-09-10T16:37:00.001+08:00

Malaysian National News Agency ~ BERNAMA

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How Do You Deal With Other People's Bluntness?

2009-09-09T13:36:00.003+08:00

Salam bloggers.

Have you ever heard of the word " blunt " ?

Basically, we understood this particular word as a knife which is not sharpen, or a rounded edge of a pencil.

But, have you ever heard of the term " blunt " in speech ?

This term means that someone gave you a direct comment or something which you consider quite harsh or not saving your face.

Example:
A : Aren't you going to the mosque this evening?
B: When the heck did I say that? (with an unease tone)

something like that...

Lately, I had come across this friend who would love to give blunt response whenever I asked him/her about something.

And I found it quite ... hurting. It hurts.

And I could not look at this person as a nice person that I always thought of.

I became afraid of asking or suggesting things, especially to this kind of person. I think I did ask properly but this person will just keep on doing it without thinking other people's feelings at that time.

I am afraid that If I tried to defend myself, it would turn into a fight. And I will lose this friend of mine. I dont want this to happen.

Tell me, how do you deal with other people's bluntness?

Happy Merdeka FiftySecond.

2009-08-31T13:41:00.005+08:00

Salam bloggers.

Today is the 52 years of our Merdeka ( independence ).

This year's theme is " 1Malaysia, Rakyat Di Dahulukan, Pencapaian Di Utamakan " , meaning Malaysia is One, the citizens comes first and the achievement is the main priority
(err..something like that ).

What do Malaysians do during the morning of the Independence Day?
1. Lazying in front of the tv and watch the Parade.
2. Doing household chores.
3. Sleeping.
4. Visiting relatives.
5. Working?
6. ... What else?
( these are just random guess)

What about me?

Since I am still studying in UKM, I just watch the Parade on the Berita Harian online channel on Youtube.

What about you?

Happy Merdeka. ^^

Unorganized. That's the right word.

2009-08-26T21:18:00.005+08:00

" un⋅or⋅gan⋅ized [uhn-awr-guh-nahyzd] "
–adjective

1.	not organized; without organic structure.

2.	not formed into an organized or systematized whole: an unorganized essay.

3.	without definite boundaries: unorganized territory.

4.	not thinking or acting methodically.

5.	not belonging to or represented by a labor union: unorganized workers.

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Salam everyone.

It's been a while. I have not post anything since the Ramadan wish. Are you fasting today?
Well I'm not. :D

Have you ever felt that you have been living your life completely out or order? Meaning you dont eat on time, you slept very late at night, you bathed when everyone is sleeping soundly and you had breakfast when you are suppose to have lunch?

Well, I did most of the actions above. >0< I dont know why did I do most of them, I just cant get myself to work on time and finish a work in the same time. I woke up whenever I felt I need to (for prayers). I ate when I felt really really hungry. I did my assignment on the day before the dateline. ( this is bad ) What else? I need to fix myself. These negative behaviours should be stop or else... I will lead a very messy life. It will affect my study, in terms of achievement. I will get fat easily ..... (OoO)= ( nooooo!!! I've gained enough ) ... Someone kill me.

Nop. This is not my room. And that girl is not me. -_-

Salam Ramadan.

2009-08-24T21:29:00.002+08:00

Salam Ramadan to every Muslim bloggers around the world.

Adik-adik SMK Seremban Jaya.

2009-08-10T22:20:00.006+08:00

Salam, everyone.

Here are some pics that I wanted to post so much a few weeks ago.

Pelajar-pelajar Tingkatan 2 Cerdik. Dan guru B.I mereka :D

sibuk mintak autograf. terasa cam artis sekejap >0<
Farewell presents from them and other teachers of the school.
I didn't get a lot of these for my birthday o_o
Anyway, thanks a lot to them!

-_-

2009-08-05T00:48:00.004+08:00

To weep is to make less the depth of grief. ~William Shakespeare, King Henry the Sixth

Today's Gift.

2009-07-28T19:04:00.005+08:00

Seventeen Malaysia came to UKM today.
( Good, I was looking for the August copy)

And I got.......

RM6 for all of these goodies including the August copy. Yay!

p/s: saje nak dengkikan nabihah. hehehe. ;P

Repek-repej bersama maya. Dalam kelas. :D

The Aftermath of Practicum

2009-07-22T16:11:00.006+08:00

Salam muhibbah.

Today is the second day of the second week of my study at U.K.M.It feels great to be back. But, I felt a bit sad because most of my 3rd year friends were already at home, probably working or watching La Lola. Felt sooo lonely without them.

Anyway, I have to continue my study. One year left. What would happen? Am I going to change? Have a boyfriend??? Getting married??? Urgh.No. I should focus on my study. Struggle with what I have left. Improve my exam result.

Practicum. So what have I learned?

1. Classroom management.
You know, I had to handle 2 classes; Form 1 beginners and Form 2 mix learners. The form 1 class was the most difficult class to handle. I had to spend 10 minutes first just to make sure they do not wonder around the school ( which they loved most :I ), get them to take out their books, reorganize their seats if they were too loud ( bising dan tak boleh duduk satu bangsa saje ). When teaching, I had to make sure my teaching attracted their attentions in every way or else..they will complain ( boring la cegu, bising la cegu, nak pegi tandas la cegu). Haih~. I dont have these problems with Form 2. They were obedient and nice to me.

2. Teaching
It seems like I had to study a lot of teaching techniques. Most of my teaching method did not deliver the content properly. I am starting to lost a little confidence in myself. And, i think, my teaching might be traditional and not suitable for beginners like Form 1.

3.Time-management.
It's about taking care of yourself. I found that I lacked a lot of things especially in managing my own time, doing task right on time, be at school right on time and others related to time. I observed my Science friends and I think I need to improve more on this aspect.

Despite all the improvement that I need to do, I found some silver linings within the cloud of weaknesses.

1. New friends.
I think I had mention this in my previous post.

2. New Confidence.
I think I could talk to people that I dont know more openly. In English.

3. In love with fashion and cosmetics.
Somehow, I found myself too occupied to cosmetics and fashion magazines and all the women stuff.

4. More into K-pop.
Suddenly, Suju and SNSD songs became my favourites to play again and again.

I will miss them a lot.

Sem Baru, Housemate Baru tapi Rasa Macam Budak Baru.

2009-07-09T17:46:00.014+08:00

Salam.

Sudah lama tidak blogging. Maklumlah, sebuk dengan anak-anak di sekolah.

Pada hari Ahad yang lepas, saya telah pergi mendaftar kolej untuk kali keempat, tahun keempat.
Masa nak masuk, dengarnya, kene buat saringan selsema babi.
Aish. Mane bleh. Saya tak makan babi. Apatah lagi babi yang terkena selsema. Jadi mestilah saya free dari penyakit itu.

Gerak dari rumah Seremban pagi-pagi lagi. Dengan Chana, Yatt and Tasha Merican. Hajar pulak balik Jompul. Inilah pelajar-pelajar Akademi Seremban Jaya yang terkeluar minggu ini. Dengan punggung masing-masing.

Naik komuter pukul 9, sampai di kulej pukul 9.50. Mamam kat kedai depan simpang sekejap.

Lepas itu, masuk UKM. Naik Kancil beroda empat. *Thanks to Tasha and her bf*

Sementara Yatt Yatt and Chana mengemas bilik memasing, saya melepak di blok.

Rindunya dengan budak-budak lama.

Tapi, blok pulak ada tambahan perabot.

Nampak tak kerusi baru tuh wahai ex-K4fs ???

Miss Kupo masih wujud.

Hehe. Bilik saya pun ada tambahan baru.

Saya...akan mempertahankan warisan K4F ini. Yaahhhhh~

Dan yang paling besh....

T-shirt kolej yang keempat.

Lepak kulej sampai pukul 2. Lepas itu, beronggeng di Mines. Dengan budak-budak rumah. Sampai malam. Yay!

Lepas tu, nangis sebab lesson plan untuk besok tak siap lagi.

Tapi, I had a lot of fun. Maklumlah, dah lama tak keluar.

It is not easy to be a teeaaacherrr.

2009-06-23T15:23:00.004+08:00

Salam everyone.

It has been nearly two weeks since the school holiday passed by.

The teaching continued. I prepared lessons and teaching aids.

Go to the class and teach. But, i dont follow the lesson steps completely.

Sometimes I can't continue because the school has so many out of class activities for the students. I have to postpone my teaching for that day. Even though I only teach the Form 1 and Form 2 students five times a week ( equals 10 period ), I wished I can finish a chapter in two weeks.

Furthermore, I can't use full English to teach them. They cant understand. Even the word
"spectacle".

Also, I had to deal with their behavior. Not paying attention to me, talk so loud like both of them are talking from 2 mountains, " degil " and all sorts of repulsive behaviour i have to deal with.

And I did all of these for the sake of getting a pass for my course.

Without getting any payment from anyone. Well, except for me mum. :D

" sedikit bosan"

Bosan la konon. Tapi bila lecturer nak datang observe mula menggelabah. * marah diri sendiri *

Pelan Mengajar...

2009-06-04T20:07:00.003+08:00

Salam semua.

Pelan mengajar?

Tahukah anda apa itu kelas mengajar? eh..pelan menjagar...ehh..pelan mengajar?

Apa yang kita boleh paham ialah rangka kerja dan aturan mengajar sesuatu topik.

Saya tak buat lagi.

Agak susah sebab kena cover satu chapter untuk Form 1 and Form 2. Tak yakin boleh ajar semua sampai habis praktikum nanti.

Selain itu,

Kenapa saya tiba-tiba jatuh cinta dengan

Ini semua Yatt punye pasal.

Tak pe. Tak pe. Pengaruh yang baik.

Aku yang tidak sangat berjaya.

2009-05-24T00:00:00.005+08:00

Salam.

Dah lama tak post apa-apa dalam blog ini. Maklumlah, tengah sebuk ngan skool baru, rumah baru, rumet baru ... crush baru... :D

Haha. Gurau je. Kalo minat pun, wat ape. Buang karan jerr.

Okay, sekarang ini nak cerita pasal skool yang telah saya pilih untuk praktikum. Sekolah ini terletak kire2 20 minit dari rumah Pedas and 15 minit dari rumah sewa.

First time bile masuk ke sekolah tu, agak nervous. Malah terpegun dengan kawasan sekolah yang sangat luas. Sekolah baru buatla katakan.

Masuk pejabat kene punch kad, sama macam masa pra-praktikum dulu. Kakitangan pejabat agak ramah. dan mesra. dan observant pada masa yang sama.

kemudian, kami berenam dipanggil masuk ke pejabat GPK 1. berkenalan dengan GPK dan 2 student PKPG dari UPSI.

saya dan yatt serta 2 student UPSI dapat petang, yang lain di tugaskan ke pagi.

ikut je sebab tak tau nak react atau buat apa masa tu. Dapat 2 kelas dan 10 masa mengajar.

2 minggu ni berlalu dengan pelbagai pengalaman.

Terdapat sesetengah guru yang kurang menyukai kehadiran kami. Oleh itu, macam-macam perangai telah di buat. Kami berdiam diri. Malas nak wat drama. Lagipun buruk name U nanti.

Secondly, perangai student yang sangat-sangat la menarik. Maklumlah, jumlah ketiga-tiga kaum sama rata. dahla first time masuk sekolah yang mempunyai pelbagai kaum ni, hairan gak tengok perangai masing-masing. ada yang buruk dan ada yang baik.

Paling tak boleh lupa, di tipu oleh student. kata nak pergi duty kat koperasi, rupa-rupanya pergi mengadu kat cikgu lain pasal kita tak jaga kelas. adakah patut? sedangkan saya dengan bersungguh menjaga pelajar supaya tak buat bising dan keluar dengan sewenang-wenangnye. selepas menyiasat latar belakang budak tu, rupa2nya dia memang suka buat cerita, seorang pencuri dan kaki belit. bila di tanya kenapa keluar awal dan ke mana dia pergi, dia pusing cerita. macam-macam sampai sakit telinga mendengarnya. Haih~ Budak-budak zaman sekarang.

Thirdly, mula ragu-ragu dengan kemampuan diri untuk menjadi seorang GURU. mampukah aku? pernah masuk dan mengajar sekali. budak kata boring. then, banyak kesalahan di lakukan. mula rasa rendah diri.

tapi tak apa, saya tetap akan cuba perbaiki apa yang patut. i will learn from the teachers and my practicum friends.

dan, betul kata orang putih, " every cloud has a silver lining". walaupun berhadapan dengan pelbagai pengalaman, namun saya telah memperoleh 4 rakan baru. satu fak pulak tuh. tambahan pulak, saya juga telah berkenalan dengan guru-guru yang banyak memberi sokongan moral walaupun baru kenal seminggu.

pendek kata, bestlah praktikum ni. dahla dapat dekat dengan rumah, environment is not bad dan mudah nak sesuaikan diri. Yay! for me.

Nak tengok sekolahku?

sekolah ni sangat okay. walaupun takde lift cam skolah maya. :P

Seremban Jaya.

2009-05-10T22:24:00.003+08:00

Salam,

I am going to school for the first time in my 3 years of study.

Seremban Jaya... never heard of the place and the school.

But, now that I have checked out the place and the house that I am going to stay for the next 2 months, I am okay.

Still, I feel really2 lazy. I just had my exam a week ago and now I have to go to school? It is okay, because it is part of my task as a student.

Am I going to be the same person when the new sem comes up?

Let's wait and see.

jangan nervous breakdown kat sekolah sudaaa~

Esok Masih Ada.

2009-05-08T04:10:00.008+08:00

Salam.

Kepada rakan-rakan k4f sesi 2007 hingga 2009,

saya akan merindui anda semua.

Terima kasih atas sokongan anda semua.

Banyak yang Nadiah telah pelajari.

Tambahan pula, anda saya telah mengajar saya erti persahabatan

..........

* muntah kedarah. ayat kat atas tuh CORNY! sangat *

* berhenti sejenak. kesat darah *

Anyway,

I am going to miss you guys a lot. You guys meant so much to me.

I wish all the best for the new life

and

dont forget to send me the ' card ' when the time comes!

* wonder who would be the first one... ^u^*

Sayonara, and see you when I see yuuuu.......~

Sukaneka girls ~ and....

Suka Suki Girls ~ ^-^
* lala and im tak ada di sini. sorang sakit, sorang lagi ada hal.

Self slapping.

2009-05-04T15:32:00.003+08:00

Hari ini, pada pukul 3.33 petang,

saya mahu menampar diri saya berkali-kali ,

kerana tidak setadi Teaching of Writing betul-betul.

Next time perlu di ingat.

Mee Goreng dan Basikal Merah

2009-04-29T20:30:00.004+08:00

Salam, readers.

Bile sibuk terfikirkan bagaimana keadaan diri semasa praktikum di Seremban nanti, tiba-tiba saya terfikirkan basikal merah berbakul hitam yang tersadai kat rumah Pekan. Hai...lama dah tak naik basikal. Kalau tak, dulu masa duduk kat Pekan, pergi mana-mana pun naik basikal, tak kirala siang atau malam. Petang-petang kalau tak ada apa nak buat kat rumah, pergi la ambik angin, bawak basikal keliling kampung. Dah lama tak betul tak berbasikal. Rindu sangat. Saya ni pergi sekolah naik basikal je, dari sekolah rendah sampai sekolah menengah. Sampai Form 6. Bawakla basikal merah tu. Berjasa betul pada tuannye. Apa cerita basikal tu agaknye. Dah berkarat kot. Lagi satu, agaknye bawak basikal la menyebabkan saya sentiasa kurus...hahaha. Maybe.

Nanti, masa praktikum esok, maybe boleh bawak basikal pergi sekolah. Mesti budak-budak suke tengok.

Pernahkah anda melihat basikal berenjin? Bukan moto tau, tapi basikal!

Lagi satu, yang menjadi makanan harian semasa sekolah rendah ( ini teringat gara-gara Nabihah membelanja mee goreng kuali besar dengan telur ( * drool * ) ) . Dulu harganya seringgit sahaja. Waktu rehat, selalu keluar sorang-sorang dan pergilah ke terminal bas Pekan. Kat situ ada deretan gerai-gerai yang jual makanan. Saya selalu pergi kat kedai yang pakcik ni seorang je yang jaga dan masak dan jual makanan. Masa tu, dia jual nasi goreng ayam dan telur. Lagi satu, mee lidi , waktu tu harganya murah je RM1.50 dengan telur goreng. Tambah pulak dengan sambal pedas. Banyak pulak tu. Kenyang! Lepas tu, beli air sirap segelas, lime posen je. Hahaha. Memang kenyang. Makan sorang-sorang. Waktu itu, rakan-rakan makan kat kedai lain. Ada sejam je untuk rehat. Lepas tu, kene masuk kelas tambahan balik. Kalau tak beli mee goreng, beli nasi lemak, tapi mahal sikit. Tapi masih lagi kat kedai yang sama.

Apa la cerita pakcik tu sekarang. Ingat ke tidak muke aku ni.

Walaupun saya suka makan mee goreng, tapi saya selalu fail bile goreng mee. Hahaha.

Tibe-tibe pulak teringatkan rumah dan kucing-kucing kat Pekan. Hope they are fine. :D

Genocide. Apa itu?

2009-04-28T22:27:00.009+08:00

Salam, everyone.

It has been a while since I posted the TESLian vid. Maklumlah, study dan assignment terlambat buat.

First...have you ever heard about the Holocaust? Pembunuhan orang Yahudi beramai-ramai oleh Adolf Hitler atas sebab nak orang German yang di katakan " pure " sahaja yang boleh stay kat German.

Saya sebenarnye tak tahu detailed sangat pasal bende ni. Tapi, satu hari , semasa berchatting dengan Mr. James Meyer di Facebook, saya tanye die mengenai filem yang direviu olehnye. Tajuk filem itu ialah " The Boy in the Striped Pyjama ". Mr. Meyer said that the film told viewers a bit about the Genocide and what happened to the people who were gathered and died in the concentration camp. Saya sebenarnye dah tak ingat sangat pasal apa yang pernah saya baca pasal bende ni. Entah tapi tak ingat. James was shocked. " He said, " How come you did not know about the Holocaust. This is one of the most important thing happened in the history.Must be from where you came from ". Alah, bukan tak tahu, tapi tak ingat. Bile die mentioned pasal Adolf Hitler, barula teringat. Itupun, sebab pernah baca pasal Holocaust dalam surat khabar.

Lepas tu, mula la gelabah. Bukaklah wikipedia dan bace.

Holocaust ni, peristiwa yang sangat teruk berlaku kat orang Yahudi. Walaupun kita bukanlah sekutu mereka, tetapi mereka telah di bunuh sewenang-wenangnye dengan pelbagai cara.
Mereka di kumpul di dalam kem, tidak diberi makanan, di bakar hidup-hidup, dijadikan bahan eksperimen untuk perubatan ( kanak-kanak jadi mangsa), di bunuh dengan melepaskan sejenis gas tidak berbau dan mati begitu sahaja. Bende ni berlangsung selama 8 tahun. Bukan etnik Yahudi sahaja dibunuh, orang Poland, Romanian, orang Soviet POW (entah apa maksudnya saya tak tahu), homoseksual, orang yang di anggap ada masalah mental dan pejuang-pejuang agama khsuusnya Kristian pada masa tuh. Estimate number of death : 10 million. Banyak tuh.

" remember one set of twins in particular: Guido and Ina, aged about four. One day, Mengele took them away. When they returned, they were in a terrible state: they had been sewn together, back to back, like Siamese twins. Their wounds were infected and oozing pus. They screamed day and night. Then their parents – I remember the mother's name was Stella – managed to get some morphine and they killed the children in order to end their suffering.^{[30] taken from Wikipedia.}

Rasa kesian gak sebab hak mereka di ketepikan, tiada pembelaan dan bende berhenti pada tahun 1945 dimana askar-askar Amerika dan British membebaskan kem-kem tersebut dan hanya menjumpai orang-orang yang malnutrisi, bau mayat yang sangat meloyakan, kanak-kanak hasil eksperimentasi yang hidup dalam kesakitan dan pelbagai lagi bende yang sangat tak dapat di terima akal pada masa tuh.

" The BBC's Richard Dimbleby described the scenes that greeted him and the British Army at Belsen:^[226]

Here over an acre of ground lay dead and dying people. You could not see which was which ... The living lay with their heads against the corpses and around them moved the awful, ghostly procession of emaciated, aimless people, with nothing to do and with no hope of life, unable to move out of your way, unable to look at the terrible sights around them ... Babies had been born here, tiny wizened things that could not live ... A mother, driven mad, screamed at a British sentry to give her milk for her child, and thrust the tiny mite into his arms ... He opened the bundle and found the baby had been dead for days. This day at Belsen was the most horrible of my life. "

Kubur besar Berger-Belsen yang di buat oleh British semasa pembebasan kem di German.

Sangat teruk. Tapi, walaupun Yahudi pernah di seksa seteruk ini, mereka tak serik.

Ramai pelajar graduan sekolah-sekolah Malaysia tak tahu Holocaust ni apa.

Maybe kerajaan patut jadikan Holocaust sebagai salah satu sejarah yang perlu di pelajari oleh budak-budak sekolah kat Malaysia.

Dan, rasanya, ramai budak-budak yang sekolah kat Malaysia tak tahu pasal sejarah2 dunia yang penting. Kecuali mereka banyak membaca ensaiklopedia ke hape. Tapi, nak ke mereka baca?
I mean, history, sapa yang minat. But, dont get me wrong, im just guessing. I loved History, ya know.

Ragam Teslians.

2009-04-21T18:09:00.003+08:00

Congrats tu Nizam kerana sanggup menghabiskan masa membuat video ini di tengah-tengah kesibukan nak exam.

Mr. Oh So Handsome He Made Me Melt Everytime I See His Face.

2009-04-19T22:51:00.008+08:00

Wanna know who the guy is?

I just adored his looks. and his acting , of course.

Hope to find a guy that looked like him. * fingers crossed *

For those who did not know, this is Paul Walker,
one of the main character in the Fast and Furious series.

Other films he starred in:

Into the Blue.
( just watched it this morning and drool...)

Eight Below.
( great movie!)

Fast and Furious 1, 2 and 4 ( the latest )

She's All That
( didn't recognize him until F.n.F4 and when I watch this movie again, I was like
" eh? isn't that him ??? "

and other movies I have not watch yet.

* Lucas Black was gorgeous too.
( haiya! make up your mind la. kejap orang tuh. kejap orang nih. )

Chick Flicks = Anak ayam berkelip?

2009-04-13T00:20:00.005+08:00

Salam, everyone.

Chick Flick.

Have you ever heard of the term?

Does it mean " ayam berkelip " in Malay? Nah!.

It it a term used for a type of movie, especially the Western movie.

Legally Blonde, She's All That, Never Been Kissed and the newest one, Confessions of A Shopaholic ( my new favourite novel! )...

These movies belong to the genre. Well, it is because the movies focused on the female character and her struggle to get something such as the Prince Charming, and the movie usually ended up with the female grop...err..kissing the Prince as a happy ending.

I loved chick flicks. Because we are chicks who watches those flicks.

One thing I understand about this type of movie is boys do not have the b.... to watch it. They might be considered as sissy or gay or anything related to third gender. I bet the girls who went out with their bfs had a rough time deciding the films they wanted to watch when they arrived at the cinema.

I wonder if there are boys who watch chick flicks despite the fact that they are not chicks but roosters. XD.

What about you girls? Do you have your own preferred flick?

my favourite.

23.

2009-04-10T00:17:00.002+08:00

glitter-graphics.com

I am gettin' older. and older. ...should get a boyfriend...-_-.

Life is just like a wheel.

2009-04-06T18:53:00.005+08:00

Salam,

Life is just like a wheel. Sometimes you are up and sometimes you are down. But, it was not bad because we will get to the upper part of the wheel again. And go down again.

I am saying this because I have learned and realized something that has been bothering me since the third year of my study.

There was a girl that I considered as a very good friend of mine. I DID considered her as a very good friend of mine but today, I realized that she does not feel the same way. Of course, because we are two different person and we think differently....very differently.

And, this realization is not something that made me sad, but it made my heart felt lighter. From now on, I do not have to think too much if she do not even glance at me when we see each other.
( I always think a lot about things that happened to me even if it is just a small matter )

I am very glad that I realized it.

" You are just not important. That's it " ---> someone said to me.

And I realized, I am not important because I am not important. That is all.
Not because she hates me or anything.

Finally, what a relief.

P/S: I have been a very forgetful person today. I forgot to take my wallet with me thrice!

Manchester Ferris Wheel.

( alaa, yang mawi pegi naik masa wat dokumentari untuk astro tuh )

TESLians...

2009-04-04T17:06:00.004+08:00

There are only 30 of us. Like Miss Darlene said, " Not enough space for everyone "

Friends Forever.

Tiada idea.

2009-04-03T23:28:00.008+08:00

I do not know what should I pose...i mean..post on this blog.
Maybe some words that amused me this week. Phrases: 1. Enny Ann - a Tesl friend of mine.

i. " aku islam daa.mne g church..mamat nih bley aku guna wat kait klapa kowt.." Facebook quiz " Who is Your Soulmate "

My response : Hahahaha. Kait kelape? Ape2 ajer la enny.

ii. " wat dono jer wlopom keje trsangt la banyak nyer..."

response terakhirnye " jom la pkat jd ahli prsatuan dono aku..haha"

My response: Boleh. Masukkan aku sekali.

iii. " tenet buduss..."

a friend of mine replied to her status in her Facebook wall.

Fatihah Yaakub

bakpo tok tau..
tenet kat zaba ni laju jah..haha

Enny Ann

kuba eh te'ah..nati aku g kerat wire tenet set mum..hahaha..pueh ati aku

Fatihah Yaakub

mari la eni..
tp bwok tngga neh..
takot dok sapa jah..muahahaha

Enny Ann

aku xse naik tgga..mu la dk bwah nyo..aku wt mu jd tgga..keh3

Fatihah Yaakub

aku duk tgkat duo..
mu doh la kaki pendek..
sapa ke?
haha

After Fatihah replied, i asked her if those slangs were Terenggganu's but my friend said it's a mix of Kelantan and Terengganu.

Her slangs are just sooo hilarious, try to read it and act like you are the one who is speaking at that time.

To Enny, keep on postings your slang on your Facebook. It's ridiculously hilarious.

p/s: i wonder what is the meaning of " kuba ". enny, translate please!

Hatred.

2009-03-29T10:06:00.002+08:00

Salam, everyone.

Tears falling down my face in a Sunday morning. What a turn off.

I was having a morning nap. Suddenly, my cellphone rang.

My relative called me and told me about my brother's bad manner to the family.

After the call, I was pissed.

I was very pissed. I cried a lot.

I was so angry at him.

Always causing problems. and Mother had to deal with it. At one point, Mum even nearly had a sickness because of him.

I thought, this has to be stop. No more problems. This is already over the line.

I called my sis and told her about my worries, my hatred, my sadness.

She told me she would call him after this.

Then, she called and advised him about this.

I know this problem will not end.

I wish I do not have a brother like him.

Hot stuff.

2009-03-26T21:15:00.005+08:00

Oh, no. I think I fell in love with him. what do you guys think...er i mean girls.

Oh, my god!

* drool *

( tak senunuh betul...haish)

In A Dilemma

2009-03-26T11:59:00.012+08:00

Let the pics speak for me.

I need a motivation.

This is not the motivation that I need.

I need to do something.

Stop being so dramatic

More like, get myself together

No, I am not going to move to the dark side.

I will continue to be positive

And have a little confidence in myself

So that i will always fix my mistakes and became a better person in the future.

Minggu Makan Sakan

2009-03-23T10:38:00.014+08:00

Assalamualaikum and a very good day to everyone. (macam nak berucap)

If you read the title, the reason that I had a crazy eating week , eating and eating for the whole week because God had given me the opportunity to eat as much as I like.

This week, I had 2 special dinner and 1 " kenduri ".

Last Wednesday, I had an appreciation dinner of Abadi and Karisma for 2007-2008 session.
It was held at Bangi Golf Resort, Bandar Baru Bangi. The purpose is to celebrate and again, appreciate the hard work endured by the members of Abadi and Karisma of 2007-08.
The food was great, I wished I can have the recipe for the Black and Sweet Chicken, Mixed Vegie and the pudding. I filled myself to the max. And I slept like a baby that night.

I had all the main dish accompanied with a cuppa coffee and a glass of Sunkist ( I think ).
Nyumm!!!

And, I sat with my housemates, so the food kinda taste better because they are enjoying it too.

Me with the girl next door, Miss Ain Mashimaro.

On Saturday night, my grandmother held a " kenduri tahlil " for the relatives and members whom had passed away. I did not help with the cooking, which is bad because there were less than 2-3 adults cooking at the kitchen. But, when I arrived at my granny's house, I helped my Maklong fried some meat dumplings (bergedel) and fried noodles for the afternoon feast.
The kenduri night, I filled myself with ...

---> Masak Lemak Ikan Sembilang Salai ( my granny's masterpiece!)
--->Rendang Ayam ( her specialty too! )
--->Terung Masak Kari ( * drool * )
---> Soto Ayam (*droooolllll*)

Urgh, I overeat. But, I enjoyed the evening.

Yesterday, on Sunday night, ABADI or Aminuddin Baki's Annual Dinner for 2008-2009 session was held at DECTAR for the how-many-times-I-dont-know. The theme for the dinner was " Heart of Gold ". I wonder what that means. Well, literally, evryone had to wear something gold but options were given. They could also wear white, red and black on their clothes. I chose to wear my gold baju kurung. And and little make up.

The food was...er...quite good. The rice is not warm enough and the Tomato Chicken was too hard to eat. I could only eat a piece and wasted the rest of the dishes. Thank God, there's dalca and opor daging to replace the chicken. Anyway, I just eat while enjoying the dances and the songs and the gimmicks and all the things happened in the big hall.

With miss Dirot.

With Chek Ama Monta.

With the girls of K4Fs.

With Ija and Hajar. My dear Hajar, thank you very much for waiting for me to prepare myself and walked with me all the way to DECTAR. ( gambar gelap, maaf ye)

Overall, the dinner was okay, despite the fact that most of them did not enjoy the dinner. I dont mine as long as I have my friends with me.

Huh, what a week.

Rest In Peace.

2009-03-15T10:42:00.002+08:00

Rest in peace to my dear Itam. He died yesterday's evening, due to an unknown cause.
Itam had lived with my grandma for more than 10 human years ( I think ).

We will miss you Itam.

La Cielo.

2009-03-10T22:21:00.005+08:00

Yo querer a tocar la cielo

Love Someone For Eternity.

2009-03-06T21:32:00.005+08:00

Hola, chicos,

Wanna see something ?

This is a poster I did with Miss TeddySuera for Comparative Literature. We had to compare 2 works from a different region; Tuesdays with Morrie from Mitch Albom (U.S) and Tuesdays With Bapak from a blog posted by Nuraina A. Samad Ismail ( Malaysia ).

Well, the title is nearly the same but the main story is different. Nuraina's blog is compilation of her memory with her late father, Allahyarham Datuk Abdul Samad Ismail and her family while Albom's story is about his visits to his teacher's house, Morrie Schwartz, who suffered from Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis (ALS) ( some kind of a fatal nerve disease) and what Schwartz taught him about how to live their live to the fullest.

So, we had to do a poster showing a difference or a similarity between the 2 works.

We chose similarity of the concept of love and that is love lives for an eternity. The book that you see in the poster resembled how the memory of someone that we loved is embodied or keep. The ring resembled relationship of 2 person but what we wanted viewers to see is the shape of the shadow. It is the shape of love and the shape came from the 2 rings on the book. Furthermore, if you look carefully, you can see the symbol of INFINITY from the ring. The combination of the shadow and the symbol means eternal love. This is the concept that we wanted people to see...
( hope you guys can see it).

But, how about the book? Well, have you ever read Shakespeare's Sonnet 18, in the last 2 stanza's " as long as men can live and the eyes can see, so long lives this and this gives life to
thee ". Well, the last 2 stanzas mean that as long as men continued to read and see the sonnet, the memory of the persona's loved one will continue to live forever. And the poem is embodied in a written form --> the book. Both Albom's and Nuraina's work are embodied in a book
(Nuraina's blog was later booked) so we can say that their memory of their loved ones will always stay forever as long as people read the book.

Okay, enough with the poster's explanation.

Untuk pengetahuan pembaca-pembaca semuaa, ini poster telah di buat " last minute ".
Bukan ape, minggu ini saya ada 3 presentation, jadi saya terpaksa berkejar untuk menyiapkan ketiga2 presentation. Yang ini adalah last.

Satu perkara yang tidak dapat saya lupakan semasa menyiapkan poster ini ialah menyusahkan enche Syahmi gemuk untuk pergi ke kedai printing malam-malam dan print. Ok, so syahmi start motornye yang brek tak makan tu dan membawa saya ke kedai printing. Sampai sahaja di kedai itu, kami menguruskan poster tersebut. Okeh, boleh print tapi kene ambil tengah malam, pukul 12.30. Terpaksa laa. Jadi kami pun meninggalkan kedai itu. Sebelum saya membonceng mutusikal enche Syami, saya telah memasukkan telefon di sebelah poket kiri selur trek saya dan wallet di poket seluar kanan. Lepas itu, saya pun boncenglaa itu mutur. Sedang dalam perjalanan nak masuk UKM, tiba-tiba, saya perasan bahawa kocek seluar sebelah kanan ringan semacam. Aikk, alamak, apa yang cicir ni. Rupe2nye, handset cicir. Maka, saya jadi sangat kaget dan mula meraba-raba seluar saya. Syahmi terpaksa berenti kerana tengok saya kalut semacam.

Sekali tu, rupe-rupenye...... kocek sebelah kanan itu koyak. Rupe2nye handset itu telah meluncur jatuh ke bahagian kaki seluar. Betapa saya berasa sangat lega yet sangaaattt la buduh kerana tidak cek samada seluar tu okey atau tak. Syahmi pun hampir memarahi saya, Tapi, tak apa, salah saya juga. Jadi kami pulang ke kolej smabil ketawa sepanjang jalan. Malunye....pergh...tidak tertanggung.

Balik bilik saya jahit itu kocek. XD

Kepada enche Syahmi gemuk, minta maaf kerana buat anda kaget saperti beruk. Maklumlah, tengah kalut.

Kepada miss Livb, sori kerana bertukar2 masa nak pergi ke kedai itu.

Apa-apa pun, terima kasih kepada kedua2 mereka kerana sudi membantu.

Saya janji akan buat lagi....eh?! Tak menyusahakan kamu2 lagi.

Itu sahaja.

XDDDDD

Using english in learning Math and Science. What do you think?

2009-03-02T15:51:00.007+08:00

Salam, evribodi.

Rid if yu der.

Wat du yu tink ? Lerning inglish in Sains en Metemetik ? Or du yu iven ker ebaut the aidia?

Es de fiuche Ingglish ticher, pipel wil tink det ai seport dis aidia.

Honesli, ai em not.

Dis is bikoz, der ar e lot of limitesyens in yiuzing de lengguesh espesheli in tiching en lerning.

For Inglish ticher laik me, it wuld not koz me e lot of trabel wen ai wan tu eksplein de terms.
Bat, for Meth en Sains tichers hu ar not so femilier wif de lengguesh, it wil tek sam taim for dem tu eksplen de terms en its mining. It wuld bikam veri tidius and taim-konsiuming. Ferdermor, dei maig iven fes sam difikeltis in anderstending de terms demselvs, dispait de fek det dey haf lern de lengguesh en de sabjek diuring deya digri. Dey haf tu cek if deya stiuden andersten deya tiching. After det, dey haf tu mek shuer det deya stiudens andersten deya tiching klieli.

Es for stiudens, doz hu liv in de sitis en big tauns ushueli du not feis de problem of uzing Inglish in deya lerning proses bikez mos of dem hav bin ekspozdeh tu de lengguesh tru megezins, internets, femilis piferd lenguej et hom en miuziks. Derfor, dey ar mor femilier wf de lengguesh. Bat, fou stiudens in de rurel erier, dey ar not so ekspous tu de lengguesh laik de stiudens in de sitis, dey relaid mosli en solli from telivisyen en skul teksbuks. Ai don tink doz metiriel wuld bi inaf for dem tu bi ekspoz tu sains or metemetiks.

Derfor, if de gavermen wonted tu kontiniu ekzekiuting dis meted, de metiriels shuld bi waidly pablishdeh, seport rurel skuls wif enaf buks rileted to de sabjeks, ikuip de tichers wif neseseri en helping meted in tiching de sabjeks, kontinues pablikesyens of buks in Ingglish en las bat not lis, seport, seport en seport de skul en tichers. Ai tink dat tichers wil hev les tenshen tu diel wif if dey haf diz seports.

Ai no det sam of u wil not agri wif my opinion bat don tekit siriusli. Diz r jus my mier opinion.

Der yu go.

Dato',
Eventhough I had different opinions and believes on the PPSMI,
I will still support you in whatever you do for the country's
development in education. :D

p/s: penat tulis bahasa Inggeris dalam sebutan Melayu nih. XD

Cattie Acquaintance.

2009-03-01T10:04:00.000+08:00

Hola, chicos.

I missed my cats. I missed them a lot.

Therefore, I looked at my old pics with the cats.

This is Comot. The housekeeper at my house in Pekan.

Nyen-nyen. The Guardian. She looks after the cats in the house.

Chami. Nyen-nyen's daughter.

Yang ini, special case.

There went everywhere together. Wonder what they are looking at?

Actually, I had 8 cats. Only two of them were brought to N. Sembilan. Comot had to take care of the house because we have not moved directly to our new house in Rembau. We're staying at Grandma's house for a while, until mom get enough money to move in. Sad, I just hope that I can bring all of the cats to N.S. After all, they are my " rainbows"

I wanna buy a big cage with a tree for them to play with when I move to my new house.

Uuu... ( sad. sob sob)

The Second Blog.

2009-03-01T08:30:00.000+08:00

Hola, chicas.

Wahai rakan-rakanku, saya telah membuat blog yang baru. Hal ini kerana blog yang lama telah di delete secara rasmi.

Please add me in your bloglist, Kalo rajinla...

p/s: Blogger banyak masalah