Ponteng???

Salam, readers.

It has been four months since I posted something on this blog. Well, to tell you the truth...takda mud nak update this blog. I had no idea on what topic I should post. I felt really intimidated by other bloggers' interesting posts, and I could not post any interesting topic just like them. * -_-*

What happened now? I decided to post new topics on this blog again, this time I will be focusing on some things that I like or dislike or wanted. I look forward to reading comments from my old friends and hopefully, new readers ^^'

Okay, let's go back to our topic for the day...T.R.U.A.N.CY or ponteng.

Pernahkah anda ponteng sewaktu sekolah dulu? Tak kira la sekolah rendah atau menengah?

Masa kat universiti atau tempat kerja?

Hari ini, sebenarnya, saya , dengan tidak ada rasa malunya, ingin PONTENG kelas Sains.

Ya, itu dia, confession yang sangat berani dari saya setakat ini ( I'll die if my prof read this !)

Well, the reason nak ponteng sebenarnya, adalah untuk...zzzzzzzzzz.

Seriously. Siap ajak cik Mayamiami lagi.

I even asked her to "pujuk" me so that I would not have the heart to go to my/our class tomorrow.

Pesan si Mayah : " Kalau nak pegi kelas, bagitau awal2, aku malas nak bangun awal "

...Baiklah. Tapi, setakat ini, from the first day of the semester until now, I have never skip this class.

I am in a dillemma now. To ponteng or not ponteng. I felt scared. And hesitated at the same time. I tried to ponteng so many times, but I ended up putting my clothes and makeup on...and dash to the class like Speedy Gonzales. ( * ariibaa ariibaa outta my way :D )

So, should I go to the class tomorrow? Or should I skip?

The clock is ticking. I should continue reading Anatolia story. And go to sleep.

And hopefully I have the b...confidence to ponteng tomorrow.

See you in the next post.

Nyen Nyen.

We will always remember you, baby.

2007-2009

Isu Tarian Pendet dan Seorang Peminat Final Fantasy yang sangat marah dengannya.

Salam, bloggers.

Ingat tak semasa bulan puasa, timbul isu mengenai Indonesia tuduh kita menggunakan Tarian Pendet kepunyaan negaranya untuk mempromosikan Malaysia dalam Discovery Channel?

Saya terkena tempias daripada tuduhan tersebut. Kebetulan saya sebut nama Malaysia dalam salah satu laman web yang ada. Dan adalah seorang hamba Allah dari Indonesia memberi komen yang agak emosi kepada saya.

Pada satu tengahari yang memboringkan, saya melayari Youtube untuk mencari konsert " live " OST dari Final Fantasy ( videogame kegemaran dari sekolah ). Kebetulan, saya terserempak dengan video bertajuk " Beginning of Fantasy ".

Apa lagi, saya klik video itu.

Video itu adalah konsert orkestra yang memainkan beberapa buah lagu daripada videogame tersebut secara live. Konsert itu di adakan di Indonesia. Jadi saya menonton lagu kegemaran saya dari koleksi video-video yang berkaitan dengan konsert itu.

Selepas habis menonton, saya memberi komen , " I wished they come to Malaysia ".

Kenapa saya berkata begitu? Kerana saya betul-betul berharap agar Nobuo Uematsu datang membuat konsert FF di Malaysia. Konsert orkestranya sangat best. ( Pada pendapat saya )

Tiba-tiba, adalah hamba Allah yang membalas komen saya.

" of course they won`t!!!!
this are indonesian orchestra!!!!!
Addie MS the leader of twillite orchestra is an Indonesian!!!!!!!
if you want it in that stupid country of yours!!!!
make your own!!!!
and don`t you dare tell the world that this concert are from your stupid, crazy, disgusting country!!!!
You malaysian are savages!!!!! "

Alamak, ada orang tengah marah. Takutnye.

Saya agak terkejut dengan komen yang diberi.

Seingat saya, komen yang saya beri adalah berbentuk harapan, bukan cercaan kepada konsert atau pembalas komen tersebut.

Saya berpendapat hamba Allah ini mesti terpengaruh dengan berita-berita negatif yang berkaitan dengan isu Tarian Pendet sebelum ini.

Tak mengapalah, saya tak kisah.

Saya tak perlu " deal " dengan sesetengah orang yang sempit pemikirannya dan tidak tahu mengenai keadaan sebenar yang berlaku dalam isu tersebut.

Sebaliknya, saya balas semula dengan ayat ini ,

" I really love Tour De Japon concert. They are my faves. too"

Kebetulan saya tonton pula video Tour de Japon: At Zanarkand yang sungguh mendayu-dayu.
Dan dia juga memberi komen yang baik. Tapi untuk video, bukannya untuk saya.

Saya tertanya-tanya?

Jahat sangatkah kita kepada mereka? Mungkin ada sesetengah orang Malaysia yang melayan mereka atau melakukan perkara yang teruk kepada orang-orang di seberang ini.

Tapi,

Tak semua orang kita " jahat " seperti yang mereka sangka.

Kalau nak di ikutkan siapa yang buat jahat kepada siapa, sebenarnya tak ada beza.
Kita semua manusia. Sama sahaja jahatnya.

:)



Klik di sini untuk menonton video " Beginning of Fantasy: Liberi Fatali (FF8)"

Klik di sini untuk menonton video " Tour De Japon : At Zanarkand "

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How Do You Deal With Other People's Bluntness?

Salam bloggers.

Have you ever heard of the word " blunt " ?

Basically, we understood this particular word as a knife which is not sharpen, or a rounded edge of a pencil.

But, have you ever heard of the term " blunt " in speech ?

This term means that someone gave you a direct comment or something which you consider quite harsh or not saving your face.

Example:
A : Aren't you going to the mosque this evening?
B: When the heck did I say that? (with an unease tone)

something like that...

Lately, I had come across this friend who would love to give blunt response whenever I asked him/her about something.

And I found it quite ... hurting. It hurts.

And I could not look at this person as a nice person that I always thought of.

I became afraid of asking or suggesting things, especially to this kind of person. I think I did ask properly but this person will just keep on doing it without thinking other people's feelings at that time.

I am afraid that If I tried to defend myself, it would turn into a fight. And I will lose this friend of mine. I dont want this to happen.

Tell me, how do you deal with other people's bluntness?

Happy Merdeka FiftySecond.

Salam bloggers.

Today is the 52 years of our Merdeka ( independence ).

This year's theme is " 1Malaysia, Rakyat Di Dahulukan, Pencapaian Di Utamakan " , meaning Malaysia is One, the citizens comes first and the achievement is the main priority
(err..something like that ).

What do Malaysians do during the morning of the Independence Day?
1. Lazying in front of the tv and watch the Parade.
2. Doing household chores.
3. Sleeping.
4. Visiting relatives.
5. Working?
6. ... What else?
( these are just random guess)

What about me?

Since I am still studying in UKM, I just watch the Parade on the Berita Harian online channel on Youtube.

What about you?

Happy Merdeka. ^^

Unorganized. That's the right word.

" un⋅or⋅gan⋅ized  /ʌnˈɔrgəˌnaɪzd/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [uhn-awr-guh-nahyzd] "
–adjective

1.	not organized; without organic structure.

2.	not formed into an organized or systematized whole: an unorganized essay.

3.	without definite boundaries: unorganized territory.

4.	not thinking or acting methodically.

5.	not belonging to or represented by a labor union: unorganized workers.

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Salam everyone.

It's been a while. I have not post anything since the Ramadan wish. Are you fasting today?
Well I'm not. :D

Have you ever felt that you have been living your life completely out or order? Meaning you dont eat on time, you slept very late at night, you bathed when everyone is sleeping soundly and you had breakfast when you are suppose to have lunch?

Well, I did most of the actions above. >0< I dont know why did I do most of them, I just cant get myself to work on time and finish a work in the same time. I woke up whenever I felt I need to (for prayers). I ate when I felt really really hungry. I did my assignment on the day before the dateline. ( this is bad ) What else? I need to fix myself. These negative behaviours should be stop or else... I will lead a very messy life. It will affect my study, in terms of achievement. I will get fat easily ..... (OoO)= ( nooooo!!! I've gained enough ) ... Someone kill me.



Nop. This is not my room. And that girl is not me. -_-

Salam Ramadan.

Salam Ramadan to every Muslim bloggers around the world.

Adik-adik SMK Seremban Jaya.

Salam, everyone.

Here are some pics that I wanted to post so much a few weeks ago.

Pelajar-pelajar Tingkatan 2 Cerdik. Dan guru B.I mereka :D

sibuk mintak autograf. terasa cam artis sekejap >0<
Farewell presents from them and other teachers of the school.
I didn't get a lot of these for my birthday o_o
Anyway, thanks a lot to them!

-_-

To weep is to make less the depth of grief. ~William Shakespeare, King Henry the Sixth

Today's Gift.

Seventeen Malaysia came to UKM today.
( Good, I was looking for the August copy)

And I got.......

RM6 for all of these goodies including the August copy. Yay!

p/s: saje nak dengkikan nabihah. hehehe. ;P

Repek-repej bersama maya. Dalam kelas. :D

The Aftermath of Practicum

Salam muhibbah.

Today is the second day of the second week of my study at U.K.M.It feels great to be back. But, I felt a bit sad because most of my 3rd year friends were already at home, probably working or watching La Lola. Felt sooo lonely without them.

Anyway, I have to continue my study. One year left. What would happen? Am I going to change? Have a boyfriend??? Getting married??? Urgh.No. I should focus on my study. Struggle with what I have left. Improve my exam result.

Practicum. So what have I learned?

1. Classroom management.
You know, I had to handle 2 classes; Form 1 beginners and Form 2 mix learners. The form 1 class was the most difficult class to handle. I had to spend 10 minutes first just to make sure they do not wonder around the school ( which they loved most :I ), get them to take out their books, reorganize their seats if they were too loud ( bising dan tak boleh duduk satu bangsa saje ). When teaching, I had to make sure my teaching attracted their attentions in every way or else..they will complain ( boring la cegu, bising la cegu, nak pegi tandas la cegu). Haih~. I dont have these problems with Form 2. They were obedient and nice to me.

2. Teaching
It seems like I had to study a lot of teaching techniques. Most of my teaching method did not deliver the content properly. I am starting to lost a little confidence in myself. And, i think, my teaching might be traditional and not suitable for beginners like Form 1.

3.Time-management.
It's about taking care of yourself. I found that I lacked a lot of things especially in managing my own time, doing task right on time, be at school right on time and others related to time. I observed my Science friends and I think I need to improve more on this aspect.





Despite all the improvement that I need to do, I found some silver linings within the cloud of weaknesses.

1. New friends.
I think I had mention this in my previous post.

2. New Confidence.
I think I could talk to people that I dont know more openly. In English.

3. In love with fashion and cosmetics.
Somehow, I found myself too occupied to cosmetics and fashion magazines and all the women stuff.

4. More into K-pop.
Suddenly, Suju and SNSD songs became my favourites to play again and again.

I will miss them a lot.

Sem Baru, Housemate Baru tapi Rasa Macam Budak Baru.

Salam.

Sudah lama tidak blogging. Maklumlah, sebuk dengan anak-anak di sekolah.

Pada hari Ahad yang lepas, saya telah pergi mendaftar kolej untuk kali keempat, tahun keempat.
Masa nak masuk, dengarnya, kene buat saringan selsema babi.
Aish. Mane bleh. Saya tak makan babi. Apatah lagi babi yang terkena selsema. Jadi mestilah saya free dari penyakit itu.

Gerak dari rumah Seremban pagi-pagi lagi. Dengan Chana, Yatt and Tasha Merican. Hajar pulak balik Jompul. Inilah pelajar-pelajar Akademi Seremban Jaya yang terkeluar minggu ini. Dengan punggung masing-masing.

Naik komuter pukul 9, sampai di kulej pukul 9.50. Mamam kat kedai depan simpang sekejap.

Lepas itu, masuk UKM. Naik Kancil beroda empat. *Thanks to Tasha and her bf*

Sementara Yatt Yatt and Chana mengemas bilik memasing, saya melepak di blok.

Rindunya dengan budak-budak lama.

Tapi, blok pulak ada tambahan perabot.



Nampak tak kerusi baru tuh wahai ex-K4fs ???

Miss Kupo masih wujud.



Hehe. Bilik saya pun ada tambahan baru.



Saya...akan mempertahankan warisan K4F ini. Yaahhhhh~

Dan yang paling besh....





T-shirt kolej yang keempat.

Lepak kulej sampai pukul 2. Lepas itu, beronggeng di Mines. Dengan budak-budak rumah. Sampai malam. Yay!

Lepas tu, nangis sebab lesson plan untuk besok tak siap lagi.

Tapi, I had a lot of fun. Maklumlah, dah lama tak keluar.

It is not easy to be a teeaaacherrr.

Salam everyone.

It has been nearly two weeks since the school holiday passed by.

The teaching continued. I prepared lessons and teaching aids.

Go to the class and teach. But, i dont follow the lesson steps completely.

Sometimes I can't continue because the school has so many out of class activities for the students. I have to postpone my teaching for that day. Even though I only teach the Form 1 and Form 2 students five times a week ( equals 10 period ), I wished I can finish a chapter in two weeks.

Furthermore, I can't use full English to teach them. They cant understand. Even the word
"spectacle".

Also, I had to deal with their behavior. Not paying attention to me, talk so loud like both of them are talking from 2 mountains, " degil " and all sorts of repulsive behaviour i have to deal with.

And I did all of these for the sake of getting a pass for my course.

Without getting any payment from anyone. Well, except for me mum. :D

" sedikit bosan"

Bosan la konon. Tapi bila lecturer nak datang observe mula menggelabah. * marah diri sendiri *

Pelan Mengajar...

Salam semua.

Pelan mengajar?

Tahukah anda apa itu kelas mengajar? eh..pelan menjagar...ehh..pelan mengajar?

Apa yang kita boleh paham ialah rangka kerja dan aturan mengajar sesuatu topik.

Saya tak buat lagi.

Agak susah sebab kena cover satu chapter untuk Form 1 and Form 2. Tak yakin boleh ajar semua sampai habis praktikum nanti.

Selain itu,

Kenapa saya tiba-tiba jatuh cinta dengan





Ini semua Yatt punye pasal.

Tak pe. Tak pe. Pengaruh yang baik.

Aku yang tidak sangat berjaya.

Salam.

Dah lama tak post apa-apa dalam blog ini. Maklumlah, tengah sebuk ngan skool baru, rumah baru, rumet baru ... crush baru... :D

Haha. Gurau je. Kalo minat pun, wat ape. Buang karan jerr.

Okay, sekarang ini nak cerita pasal skool yang telah saya pilih untuk praktikum. Sekolah ini terletak kire2 20 minit dari rumah Pedas and 15 minit dari rumah sewa.

First time bile masuk ke sekolah tu, agak nervous. Malah terpegun dengan kawasan sekolah yang sangat luas. Sekolah baru buatla katakan.

Masuk pejabat kene punch kad, sama macam masa pra-praktikum dulu. Kakitangan pejabat agak ramah. dan mesra. dan observant pada masa yang sama.

kemudian, kami berenam dipanggil masuk ke pejabat GPK 1. berkenalan dengan GPK dan 2 student PKPG dari UPSI.

saya dan yatt serta 2 student UPSI dapat petang, yang lain di tugaskan ke pagi.

ikut je sebab tak tau nak react atau buat apa masa tu. Dapat 2 kelas dan 10 masa mengajar.

2 minggu ni berlalu dengan pelbagai pengalaman.

Terdapat sesetengah guru yang kurang menyukai kehadiran kami. Oleh itu, macam-macam perangai telah di buat. Kami berdiam diri. Malas nak wat drama. Lagipun buruk name U nanti.

Secondly, perangai student yang sangat-sangat la menarik. Maklumlah, jumlah ketiga-tiga kaum sama rata. dahla first time masuk sekolah yang mempunyai pelbagai kaum ni, hairan gak tengok perangai masing-masing. ada yang buruk dan ada yang baik.

Paling tak boleh lupa, di tipu oleh student. kata nak pergi duty kat koperasi, rupa-rupanya pergi mengadu kat cikgu lain pasal kita tak jaga kelas. adakah patut? sedangkan saya dengan bersungguh menjaga pelajar supaya tak buat bising dan keluar dengan sewenang-wenangnye. selepas menyiasat latar belakang budak tu, rupa2nya dia memang suka buat cerita, seorang pencuri dan kaki belit. bila di tanya kenapa keluar awal dan ke mana dia pergi, dia pusing cerita. macam-macam sampai sakit telinga mendengarnya. Haih~ Budak-budak zaman sekarang.

Thirdly, mula ragu-ragu dengan kemampuan diri untuk menjadi seorang GURU. mampukah aku? pernah masuk dan mengajar sekali. budak kata boring. then, banyak kesalahan di lakukan. mula rasa rendah diri.

tapi tak apa, saya tetap akan cuba perbaiki apa yang patut. i will learn from the teachers and my practicum friends.

dan, betul kata orang putih, " every cloud has a silver lining". walaupun berhadapan dengan pelbagai pengalaman, namun saya telah memperoleh 4 rakan baru. satu fak pulak tuh. tambahan pulak, saya juga telah berkenalan dengan guru-guru yang banyak memberi sokongan moral walaupun baru kenal seminggu.

pendek kata, bestlah praktikum ni. dahla dapat dekat dengan rumah, environment is not bad dan mudah nak sesuaikan diri. Yay! for me.

Nak tengok sekolahku?

sekolah ni sangat okay. walaupun takde lift cam skolah maya. :P

Seremban Jaya.

Salam,

I am going to school for the first time in my 3 years of study.

Seremban Jaya... never heard of the place and the school.

But, now that I have checked out the place and the house that I am going to stay for the next 2 months, I am okay.

Still, I feel really2 lazy. I just had my exam a week ago and now I have to go to school? It is okay, because it is part of my task as a student.

Am I going to be the same person when the new sem comes up?

Let's wait and see.

jangan nervous breakdown kat sekolah sudaaa~

Esok Masih Ada.

Salam.

Kepada rakan-rakan k4f sesi 2007 hingga 2009,

saya akan merindui anda semua.


Terima kasih atas sokongan anda semua.

Banyak yang Nadiah telah pelajari.

Tambahan pula, anda saya telah mengajar saya erti persahabatan








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* muntah kedarah. ayat kat atas tuh CORNY! sangat *

* berhenti sejenak. kesat darah *


Anyway,

I am going to miss you guys a lot. You guys meant so much to me.

I wish all the best for the new life

and

dont forget to send me the ' card ' when the time comes!

* wonder who would be the first one... ^u^*

Sayonara, and see you when I see yuuuu.......~

Sukaneka girls ~ and....

Suka Suki Girls ~ ^-^
* lala and im tak ada di sini. sorang sakit, sorang lagi ada hal.

Self slapping.

Hari ini, pada pukul 3.33 petang,

saya mahu menampar diri saya berkali-kali ,

kerana tidak setadi Teaching of Writing betul-betul.





Next time perlu di ingat.

Mee Goreng dan Basikal Merah

Salam, readers.

Bile sibuk terfikirkan bagaimana keadaan diri semasa praktikum di Seremban nanti, tiba-tiba saya terfikirkan basikal merah berbakul hitam yang tersadai kat rumah Pekan. Hai...lama dah tak naik basikal. Kalau tak, dulu masa duduk kat Pekan, pergi mana-mana pun naik basikal, tak kirala siang atau malam. Petang-petang kalau tak ada apa nak buat kat rumah, pergi la ambik angin, bawak basikal keliling kampung. Dah lama tak betul tak berbasikal. Rindu sangat. Saya ni pergi sekolah naik basikal je, dari sekolah rendah sampai sekolah menengah. Sampai Form 6. Bawakla basikal merah tu. Berjasa betul pada tuannye. Apa cerita basikal tu agaknye. Dah berkarat kot. Lagi satu, agaknye bawak basikal la menyebabkan saya sentiasa kurus...hahaha. Maybe.

Nanti, masa praktikum esok, maybe boleh bawak basikal pergi sekolah. Mesti budak-budak suke tengok.

Pernahkah anda melihat basikal berenjin? Bukan moto tau, tapi basikal!

Lagi satu, yang menjadi makanan harian semasa sekolah rendah ( ini teringat gara-gara Nabihah membelanja mee goreng kuali besar dengan telur ( * drool * ) ) . Dulu harganya seringgit sahaja. Waktu rehat, selalu keluar sorang-sorang dan pergilah ke terminal bas Pekan. Kat situ ada deretan gerai-gerai yang jual makanan. Saya selalu pergi kat kedai yang pakcik ni seorang je yang jaga dan masak dan jual makanan. Masa tu, dia jual nasi goreng ayam dan telur. Lagi satu, mee lidi , waktu tu harganya murah je RM1.50 dengan telur goreng. Tambah pulak dengan sambal pedas. Banyak pulak tu. Kenyang! Lepas tu, beli air sirap segelas, lime posen je. Hahaha. Memang kenyang. Makan sorang-sorang. Waktu itu, rakan-rakan makan kat kedai lain. Ada sejam je untuk rehat. Lepas tu, kene masuk kelas tambahan balik. Kalau tak beli mee goreng, beli nasi lemak, tapi mahal sikit. Tapi masih lagi kat kedai yang sama.

Apa la cerita pakcik tu sekarang. Ingat ke tidak muke aku ni.

Walaupun saya suka makan mee goreng, tapi saya selalu fail bile goreng mee. Hahaha.

Tibe-tibe pulak teringatkan rumah dan kucing-kucing kat Pekan. Hope they are fine. :D